Is it bad that sometimes I feel like "defying the system"? I hated school. I didn't hate the studies or the knowledge I received(which is what most teachers believe is why students don't like coming to school), in fact I loved learning. I wanted to have all the knowledge I could possibly get, and I wanted to go far to the greatest university and discover every last thing we don't know about the universe. However, the school system and I never clicked. I hated the teachers, I hated the students, I hated the way the classes were organized. I didn't want to learn in that environment, and I ended up daydreaming or not coming to school at all. Don't get me wrong, I could have been classified as a delinquent, however, I never saw myself as one. I was horribly introverted and I could only become attached to certain people at a time, otherwise I'd have trouble communicating. It felt like talking to people in another language, and I couldn't understand people. Nonetheless I carried on all 12 years of school and I transferred to 6 different schools in 3 different cities and 2 different states. I'm not gonna lie, I didn't achieve the goals I had since childhood, but that wont stop me from achieving them.
I wish I could go more in depth in this blogpost but as you can see I haven't updated in so long that I'm some what rusty. As if my blog posts were all that great for me to become rusty.
But I will be posting more often.
To anyone who actually reads these posts.
-Monini
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